Realizing what happened, it really happened to ME..

Good evening everyone..Had to go to the ER today, had a funky looking bite or what ever on my leg after getting a pedicure..and had a viral stomach thing so had to get fluids and chest, and stomach xray..I totally had a breakdown in there today...I did not want to be there and the realization that I will always have to be under a doctors care. I got through cancer just fine, now with these little things I freaked OUT! I know it was from having to tell (again for the 1,000 time) every surgery, chemo, rads, meds ect..and today for the first time I really HEARD myself..And I was scared..I really broke down and I have never done that in front of anyone (except at home) but I did not care and it was really freeing..I feel better, but different..Am watching the Tony Robbins special and I really am feeling the Post Traumatic Growth from this...Growth is painful..Just means I am on the right path..Here is my fav song by Adele..:) All will be good..Seasons set in, have to weather the storms..

Thanks for reading as always..:)

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