I CAN CERtainly......................

If you take the word CANCER and break it up (that is what we want to do right? Kill the BEAST break it up to a word that no longer resembles a link to a killer..

Break up the word for today (I) CAN CERtainly..CHOOSE to be HAPPY, to not let cancer be the focus of my day (just for this moment), to cry or get mad if I want too. Just remember you CAN CERtainly choose how you LIVE each day! WE CAN CERtainly kill this invader..

I CAN CERtainly choose to be a bitch, moody, pissy, hate cancer because life is not always "hunky dory" some days I do not want to be positive, or happy..and I am not gonna fake it for anyone, just as I won't put on a damn wig or hat if I don't want too..Just because I have boobs does not mean I have to have long hair (as I do have hair, what else would be growing out of my head?? I am not a damn Chi Pet, it's not grass)..nor does it mean I have to take anyone's sh** about it either..


Or people's stupid ass comments on how "Wonderful it is I am here,(while patting me on the shoulder) "well your still here with us" (At a breast cancer fundraiser mind you) Yea, cannot believe my dumbass is "Still here" talking to YOU! Take that rum and coke pour it on your head and grow some friggen brains..You ignorant idiot! My fav is at the bank showing my ID and getting asked "Why would you shave off that beautiful hair?" Just so people like you can ask stupid F**ing questions like that..REALLY?? This is better then Jay Leno asking people who is president on the street corners and they don't know..Ignorance is blissful to those who behold it, it is so damn annoying to everyone else!!!!

And on the rollecoaster I ride..for today is on the dark, bitchy, I don't wanna or care side..And it feels GREAT!!!!!!!