AWWWW yes, after 4 months since my diagnosis, and I am just worn out! Have an infection in my arm and am so tired Dr. thinks I could be coming down with something (cannot be worse then what I already have) I could lay in bed for a few days..That really is not like me. I am used to going, going, going and was feeling good. The last few days have not been good, just so tired, lightheaded (not in the good way) bitchy..Comes along with the "territory" so to speak, cannot wait to be able to walk away from it!!
I have to respect that my body is going through major changes, even though I am feeling better, with work, the girls, and just day to day living it does wear a person out. I just wanted things to be somewhat the same since my diagnosis and they are on alot of levels. Big changes right now scare me, I am not used to missing work, and letting other's help me..Right now I am welcoming it..I have everything I need great family, friends thank you all so much for your love, support and your time..Guess that is part of the lesson I am supposed to learn, have to relax and let other's take care of things and things will be ok :)
Just a trip on the road, but I am still standing..back to the rollercoaster in a few days..Feed my fish please..:)
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You can make it through..Me after the RIDE!! Life through new eyes and it is MAGICAL!!
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Climbing the mountain 10/17/10
Winning the war against breast cancer, enjoying the freedoms to be me! Loved the fact the flag was behind me and I did not even know it. Thanks to all those that defend our freedom!
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- neversettle71
- I am a easy going person who loves God and the life he has given to me, so I am trying to live my BEST life, and have alot of laughs and fun along the way!!
It's just a little set back..we all have them...but what you do with them is important. Just know that you WILL get to the end of this journey and life will be great again. Most of all, you have to give yourself a break...realize that you sometimes need help along the way....we as women and mothers are used to being in control of EVERYTHING...and it's hard to sit back and let someone or sometimes many people take the wheel for a while....but you WILL be back in the driver's seat very soon...you're through the worst of it...it's all downhill from here...WEEeeeee :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Toni for the comments, you are so right..I DID GET YOUR T-SHIRT AND CD THANKS SO MUCH! MY BREAST FRIEND :))
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