The kitchen is never clean unless you get the CRUMBS!!

Hi again, went to the Dr. yestereday and things are healing up fine..still way sore, going back to work on Monday (just have to work through it and someday soon it will go away) Dr. B did meet with the radiation specialists and I will need radiation everyday for 6 weeks..it is only for a few minutes a day Mon-Friday so it will be done either before or after work..I have an appt with them on Jan. 22nd..

While they did get the cancer out, considering the nodes that were involved and no test can detect microscopic cells this will get rid of those (if there is any left this is just double insurance..So, I am linking it to when you clean the kitchen you have to go back and get the crumbs..Like toast crumbs seens to take forever to clean everyone of those up..In my case my cancer is so aggressive they have to make sure they get them ALL..

I understand but I don't have to like it..I left the Dr.office went to lunch with my mom had a big glass of wine came home, went to bed and cried, till I fell asleep so today I have a better grip on things..Feeling stupid for putting my cancer free video out..but that is how I felt and coutinue to feel...that was that moment this is this one..

I have to meet with Dr. Jooma (my oncologist) on the 16th to decided about my Herceptin therapy as well which will be every 3 weeks till July or so..

I better meet a fab, single Dr. after basically living in the damn hospital as much as I have or will be..)that is not a joke) there has to be something great to come out of all this suffering (I know it is my life and I am grateful) I want a selfish reward now!!

So, this has taught me to live life NOW..As pics are worth a 1,000 words just focusing on the beauty in my life..and will each post from now on I will include something of that nature (My girls are my main beauty but I will not put their pictures on this blog just being a protective mama bear)

Thanks all..Have a great weekend (the pics are me out with my friends 2 years ago and my flowers from my friend Ward after my surgery :)

Here is the link to my video in case you want to see it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gg488q8pwXg





Heather