The safety bar has lifted, stepping off the Roller Coster..Standing on my own as well as standing UP!

Today is the day I am declaring myself as a breast cancer SURVIVOR. Most would disagree as you should be free from the bastard for 5 years to be a TRUE SURVIVOR..Screw that!

We are all survivors are we not? If you are reading this, you made it through to another day, didn't get into a fatal car crash, had a heart attack or just did not wake up for what ever reason..No, I am not being morbid just real.  We struggle to survive EVERYDAY..

I do have a road ahead of me, with surgery, testing, and Herceptin therapy that too will be done and will be in the the past..Like my boss at work asked me "Why is the rearview mirror in your car so small compared to the window you look out of"?  Because we are only supposed to glance at what is behind us and focus on the road ahead."  Very wise words..

That is what I am doing, making such fun plans for the next few weeks for myself, I am so excited to see my body come back to life..Everything is "re-growing" as it should it actually faster then it should be but the mind is a powerful thing I want hair more then anything and it is long enough for me to style :)  is a TRIP re-growing hair on my head, body won't  go into too much detail it is alot different then before so new I really feel like I have come back to LIFE really re-born especially the way I think now. Just because people think I SHOULD does not mean I have TOO. 

Since I am a survivor to me cancer has no control over my thoughts anymore staying strong by moving ON this pic is what my next blog is going to be about this was a hottie I met in P. Rico he was playing ball on the beach..

My next blog is titled..Butterfly's, Bubbles, Boys and the Beach..All things that make a girl happy, giggly, warm,fuzzy, and just feel GOOD..I was so brainwashed before that having fun or feeling good was such a bad thing..(that is a story in its self not going there) My thoughts are my OWN, if you turn that word around you get WON, and NOW (and Oprah Winfrey Network )..NOW I have WON this is my time to SHINE!~Had a blast this weekend, and next weekend is going to be even better..I will send ya the link to my new blog as it progresses, I will still blog here till my surgery is over. I am so over the cancer thing.

I just hope I have inspired, given hope and made people laugh in the face of cancer. That was my true mission in all of this was to help those that have felt alone to know they are not, it is easy to feel that way!

I want to thank the people from Germany, Denmark, Russia, Vietnam, Netherlands, India ect for reading and promoting my blog and my pictures to inspire people that you can be bald and beautiful!

Looking forward to the next ride..and I promise you it will not be a roller coaster ;)))